cupcake1124

This is my private journal where I talk about art and life. If you want to be added please comment telling me where I may know you from and then I will add you. :3

Thanks.

Because FA is being ridiculously SLOW with picture uploads, I'm making my journal public for a day or so. I'm doing this so Kaymilya can see the picture that I was allowed to color.

Here is the link to the original.

And here is mine....



I killed it, I know :(, BUT I had tons of fun coloring the image. Those aren't her actual markings, I just made some up because I didn't know what they were. I noticed that she either wanted the character to be in a light warm or french grays.... well I have 3 kinds of greys in there :3. Main grey color is in Cool grays (tons of overlapping and blending). The hoofs, fingernails and nose are done in french grays. The horns and inner ear is done with warm grays. I decided blue would be a cool color to mix in with the colors. I think she would also look good in some brown earthy tones with maybe some green in there some where. Either way this is a fantastically thought out character. I will delete upon the artists request :3

Very fun to do, thank you!
DO NOT COPY THIS PICTURE AND CLAIM AS YOUR OWN!!!

Saw this while randomly browsing dA and well... I know they didn't draw this picture for the fact that I did an art trade with the origianl artist. Its been such a long time since that trade that I don't remember that artists specific user name. I am not even sure if they still have a dA.
I don't want any one to go flaming the person, but they do need to be corrected on the matter. I would do it but I want to make sure my information is right.

Do you know the original artist?

http://littlefewosawaptor.deviantart.com/art/Crotch-wolf-89976390


If you find the original artist please let me know! I'd like to see/remember who the original artist is. I still have the picture that I drew them for our art trade (2006).

I think its stupid that people are just too lazy to type "pregnant" and they type "prego". I don't know why this is so annoying... maybe its for the fact that "prego" reminds me of some pasta/pizza sauce!!! Serisouly we aren't food and we shouldn't reference our condition to that either. This whole thing make me want to tell them "hey, you know you are getting made fun of, right?", plus bad grammer and spelling is such a bad turn off too, depending. I don't have the best of bothm but I try.

What brought up this topic is that my cousin is pregnant.... again. Kind of a big supprise since her first son is barely just one-years old and barely met this guy, moved in with him, and is engaged. He also has three other kids with another girl, the youngest 5 months. If it was me the three kids would have been an automatic red flag. Who knows, maybe Mr. Charlie Brown look-a-like is a really great guy and will treat her good.... maybe. I just kind have no sympathy for her, I also know shit happens and mistakes are made so maybe her getting pregnant was a mistake unlike she claimed her first baby to be.

We will see what happens next!

On another note art wise...

I sketched up a picture for my bf of our aniversary this month (24th). I probably wont have any other time than what I had today at work. I hardly do anything of that sort since I am usualy buisy, but I felt it was time for some personal art before I finish my other things. Also I have another account for commissions/gifts/trades: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/cellar-door   watch me there for those kinds of things :3

I got a call today from a place that wanted to hire me because I live REALLY close and they know me pretty well because I've worked/used their place in the summer working for my parents. I will be weighing trucks... Again. I know its not the most interesting job, but its still a job. It starts at 7 a.m. possibly till 6 p.m., yeah long days but hey I am getting paid so why complain?

After updating my myspace about it I get a comment from an old friend that says "Eww doing what?".... serioulsy you should be happy when something good happens to some one, not being negative! She should like get off her fuckin' ass and get a job... Oh wait she can't because she doesn't have a car to get her ass from one place to another. Its just not cool and pisses me off.... Idk

Just really fuckin' stressed right now.

So I am in an art rut...don't know what that means but I can't seem to draw worth anything or even sketch good. I may just have to sketch random things and what not to get my creativity flowing. I need to work on trades and commission, but I really should be studying for my statistics class (hate it but its the most interesting class I have this semester, boo). Who knows with the random doodles I may create a crazy awsome character thats awsome!! I dunno.

I have no motivation for anything right now. No school, no art work, no nothing for myself, just no motivation to do anything at all. Idk what it is, but its agrivating... seriously ><
Maybe I can try to draw somethings here in a minute, but idk I am just bored and wanting to do SOMETHING.
Any ideas?

I decided to cancel some trades for right now because I don't have the time to deal with them. I still will do my part of the trade with people who have at least shown me a sketch. Idk I guess I don't feel motivated atm to do trades, commissions are nice, but still need some motivation to do those too. I think I will start doing some art for myself and maybe doing some random pictures and selling them on furbuy. Who knows, I don't really have the time to draw because of school, so much time to do everything. Statistics really  takes a lot of time because of the math and long questions *sigh* but I have managed to find a little time for myself.

We aslo finaly got some better internet than dial-up. I was about to go insane with it.... but we can't get the best deal any more because I live out in the BFE (butt-fucked egypt) and don't get any service. But yeah... my bf has also asked me if I want photoshop for christmas... IDK about that. Its so much money that I would just be happy with a corndog. So someday I may start doing digital images. I just really want to work on some art and be creative ^^. Would make me feel better and not stressed.

School has started and it is taking up most of my time right now, but I am hopeing that things will calm down and I can get some art done. I've also got a new laptop and I am very excited about it ^^. I was thinking someday of getting Photoshop or maybe a tablet and try out some digital art, but I don't know anything about digital art. If anyone has any suggestions as to what are good programs I'd love to hear your thoughts. We are also getting highspeed (finally) so maybe I can get things done faster.

I also need to re-do Cupcakes refence. The one I have isn't a good one and I was thinking about maybe changeing her breed, maybe do a different facial marking, and adding some colors (maybe browns, yellows, and creams) who knows what I am going to do -.-

School has started this week and I am already haveing hell, trying to get the internet classes to work *sigh*, but hopefully it will get better.
Art will be put on hold for the next few weeks till I really know how much time I can devote to it. I just don't want to stress myself out trying to do to many things at once. Any ways things look prommissing and I am super excited for arts ^^. I want to do some more uninked pictures so I think I'll offer commissions... woot!

Love peace and chicken grease!!!